The Bible is the most banned book in the world, and every five minutes, somewhere in the world, a Christian is killed because of their faith.
The photos on this page have been taken over the years with various cameras, both analog and digital. They were captured indoors and outdoors, with and without flash, and at different times of the day and night – in the morning, afternoon, evening, and even deep into the night.
I once worked in administration in a 460-year-old Dutch building still in beautiful condition. There, I took a photo of my old colleague with my companion who always travels with me. The building survived the Iconoclastic Fury and had also been used as an orphanage.
Mourning the loss of my little child and father, died one month after each other, both in struggle. 2021
Energy level maximus
I had a friend of mine measure the energy where I sit most often when I pray. 2014.Prayer on top of mountain
Picture taken in 2016. My favorite spot at 6 o'clock in the morning to pray, on top of the mountain behind the home where I grew up. The mountain top is reachable after a two-hour climb. In 2018, I went
there with my son to pray, and like something out of a fairy tale, the
fields were covered with hundreds of butterflies around us.
Since 2016, I have prayed up there for a harvest, believing this world to be deeply ill. I prayed for war. Since 2019, my prayers have been consistent - asking God to come and witness what is being done to His children. Split is a very special city; its soil is soaked with the blood of saints. Some of the greatest persecutions of Christians in history took place there.
Angel After Prayer
2008 ~ I saw an angel (Split, Podstrana) after praying and asking for help (I was afraid). It appeared as a huge, serene figure, radiating white light, with medium-length hair, wearing what resembled a 'dress.' It was male, barefoot, and it covered me with its massive wings. As soon as I realized that what I was afraid of was something not of this world—something I could not confront—I specifically and directly asked God to send help, an angel.
I
was alone, sleeping in 'my room' on the ground floor, and everything
was locked. I woke up to the sound of rattling windows, as if someone
was trying to get in or checking if the windows were properly shut. I
felt uneasy.
But then I started hearing this noise at every window frame, and I began to think that someone was genuinely trying to break in. I thought to myself: The heavy materials are at the door. Where is the axe? What should I grab to confront this?
Then, I heard footsteps in the hallway—it was inside. I thought it was my father, but suddenly, I heard him cough upstairs on the first floor, which was locked with a key. He couldn't have been on the ground floor. At that moment, I was truly terrified because the presence felt evil, and I recognized this energy. It was not of this world. It wasn't something human that I could confront. So, I prayed to God and asked Him to send me an angel for help.
The fear was replaced by an intense serenity when, within a second, this white angelic figure (approximately 2 meters tall) appeared in the room. It approached me, sat on my bed, and bowed, wrapping me in its wings. That moment marked the last time I ever felt fear—now, I "fear" only God.
Years later, my son took a picture of me in the same room one morning, just before we left for the beach. In the spot where the angel had stood, a blue glow appeared in the photograph. No flash was used, no lights were on, and no light entered from outside.
He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. - Psalm 91:4
Company After Prayer
2009 ~ I prayed for company while I was in Wallonia (I was feeling 'depressed'). I went for a walk (see the picture below this text) and asked God or His angels to accompany me.
Depression overcame me as I was confronted with worldly matters—not because I desired them, but because I saw them being admired by those I loved. Someone I knew had everything: many friends, wealth, property, and overall success. Meanwhile, I was growing older and still had 'none' of these earthly achievements.
Then, He asked me a single question: Would you trade everything that person has for what you have?
I immediately said no, and in that moment, I understood. These things were all worldly, and none of them had faith. With that realization, the depression quickly lifted, and I began to enjoy the walk. As I walked and spoke, I stumbled upon a small church and felt an urge to go inside. Once inside, I had a strong feeling that I should sit down. However, I hesitated, afraid I might break the chair, so I didn't.
It was only after I got home that I noticed something remarkable. In the pictures taken where my emotions had been the strongest during that conversation, lights appeared in those very spots.
(June 2019) - Gratitude always fills the heart when witnessing the birth of a new day.
My Fatherland...
Haven't returned since my father went to my Father. What kinda Fatherland is it without your father and stripped off the home we were suppose to share. 'They lie to you because the truth might provoke you to make choices that won't serve their interests'... Proverbs 19:26 Whoever robs their father and drives out their mother is a child who brings shame and disgrace.Daniel fasting 26 days
A few pictures below were taken in 2021 during my Daniel fast for my nephew, which lasted 26 days. I consumed only liquid food, such as light herbal broth. In 2019, I undertook a 7-day fast for my father, consuming no food, only water.
Fasting is the act of abstaining from food to strengthen a prayer. There are faiths that claim to fast but merely change the time of day when they eat, often causing a nuisance to their neighbors. Unlike Christianity, these acts are not kept private but are openly shared with others. In Christianity, everything you do is for God—between you and God—not between you and the world.
Don Poekie - Friendship Almost 20 years
Died 13 November 2015, burried 16 November along with a piece of my soul. Don Poek was given a short time to live. I prayed intensly, and in the evening in which I intensified my prayer a light showed up that has not left D.P. until the last day.
Michaela
DP was guarded by a blue light while Michaela often had white tiny lights playing with her. They would always seek her attention. And one evening as I lay in bed looking at her I heard someone beside me, a voice that sounded like a very nice calm old man, like a Santa, saying her name.
After I buried her, I asked my mother's cat to watch over her grave. And this sweet cat, who avoids crowds, did something she never did before and never did again. She did something Michaela always did with me, she stretched out her paw to touch my face.
21 day prayer
2025. Someone in front of me had a cardiac arrest. I noticed something was wrong after his first struggle to breathe. Everything went as it should and fortunately, I didn't have to perform CPR myself, as someone else stepped in to do it.
Interestingly, this happened during a 21-day prayer journey I was following (marking the days on my calendar). I had been focusing on seven specific prayers, and one of them was:
"Give me the insight and the means to truly make a difference in the lives of those in need."
When you pray, both God and the devil are listening. God will 'coincidentally' place me where I can help someone, like on a subway that I decide to take later than usual. But the devil will send someone on my path, like someone who intentionally follows you and is under the influence of, for example, alcohol. The Holy Spirit, your gut, will give you exactly the indication of who you should help.
My dreams
Materialization of funds, confirmed by witnesses.
Prophetic dreams, confirmed by witnesses.
Warning dreams.
Symbolic dreams.
I write down almost all my dreams and experiences because they are remarkable. Not everything can be reread. Sometimes, I have ignored a warning dream—twice even—and paid the ultimate price for it.
Find them here: dreams.